I Am Such A Hag

Most of us don't forget our first love or relationship. Depends on how the relationship ended, it remains either our best memories or life's biggest mistake.

While I may relate my first love one day (Mr. Gecko's my second boyfriend), I am turning the spotlight on my little sis's love life for today's entry. A little entertainment gossip for those who tune in to Channel U's Project Superstar show faithfully though I am not going to point fingers, I'll leave the guess work to you.

My little sis is now, happily attached to the second guy in her life. After a tumultuous relationship which I think was a downright betrayal from her first boyfriend, she rightly derserved her current bliss. Her first love ended during a holiday trip with her first boyfriend and a group of primary school friends. Coming along together was this one girl, a contestant in the chinese singing contest, who is my sis's now ex's first crush.

This shamless couple hugged and held each other's hand openly throughout the whole beach holiday while it is no secret to the group of friends my sister was the girlfriend! How very brazen the couple was I must say. How hurtful and humiliated my sis would be. How I felt her silent hurt.

The way back home after the trip in the coach was the ultimate final blow for my sis. The idiotic guy chose to sit and hold hands with the bitch throughout the five hours bus journey! *Sigh...* My sis related to me how some of her friends were casting pitiful looks at her but refrained from humiliating her further by keeping quiet. There was no need on my sis's part to negotiate anything... the bitch made no apologies anyway. Till much later and my very stoopid sis actually went as far to shake her hands and accepted her friendship!!! Outrageous! I would have spat in the girl's face. Twice. That's me!

As an adult, I can only pity my sis and am glad she is young and can treat this experience as part of growing up pains. But my main concern remains how some youngsters can be so irresponsible to actually inflict such pain in someone's life. Someone you claimed you cared before even. Do they not feel ashamed? Could they not had spared a thought to my sis's feelings then?

Hmm... I hope the girl will not make it to the final rounds of the singing contest. She hasn't been kicked out of the contest at this stage. She's no singer lah anyway. You can't say I am biased. Some people just do not deserve chances.